Day 18 - Saturday, March 22
Title: God Is Not Willing That Any Should Perish!
Scripture #1: 2 Peter 3:9 (NKJV)
The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance.
Scripture #2: 1 Timothy 2:3–6 (NKJV)
For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior, who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. For there is one God and one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, who gave Himself a ransom for all.
Scripture #3: Isaiah 45:22 (NKJV)
“Look to Me, and be saved, all you ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other.”

Poetry & Poet:
“The Grammar of Affection”
by Jay Parini

Without syntax there is no immortality,
says my friend,
who has counted beads along a string
and understood that time is
water in a brook
or words in passage,
caravans amid the whitest dunes,
a team of horses in the mountain trace.

There is always movement, muttering,
in flight to wisdom,
which cannot be fixed. The kingdom
comes but gradually,
breaking word by wing or day by dream.

We proceed on insufficient knowledge,
trusting in what comes, in what comes down
in winding corridors,
in clamorous big rooms,
above a gorge on windy cliffs.

In places where discovered sounds make sense,
where subjects run through verbs
to matter in the end, a natural completion
in the holy object of affections
as our sentence circles round again:

This grammar holds us, makes us shine.

WHEN GOD PURSUES WANDERERS

To be truly lost is horrific. It brings dread that can paralyze, freezing our minds in frantic terror. Whether in dark woods at night, or on a snowy remote road with a failed GPS, we can feel helpless. We are the sheep in the painting by Alfred Usher Soord. We look up from a perilous place and see the strong arm of the shepherd—like our Savior—reaching. He came. We didn’t deserve His pursuit. We knew not to stray, yet we did. And now we’re desperate, vulnerable. And there is a divine syntax to all of this. The sentences circle around in “a grammar that holds us,” says poet Jay Parini­­––words enfolded in action.

In the painting, we can’t see the shepherd’s face. No matter. The sheep can; there’s a quiet recognition in the animal’s look. Body language of this seasoned keeper of sheep is telling. The wide sweep of his right arm is calculated—ready to grip the scruff of that soft woolly neck. The shepherd’s left arm clings to a piece of boulder, and the long staff—normally used to pull sheep to safety—looks like an afterthought. This isn’t about tools. It’s about care, about knowledge of sheep, about shrewd insight into dangerous places and the ways of predators (note the birds of prey approaching).

This shepherd is not willing for this sheep to perish. The painting is based on Jesus’ parable about sheep recounted by the apostle Matthew (18:12-14). It’s interesting that the context of the parable was less about sheep and more about caring for the faith of children. Just as the shepherd left a safe flock to go out after a stray, “In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should perish,” Jesus says (18:14).

Peter, who wrote the words in one of our Scriptures today (2 Pet. 3:9) knew about wandering, about the agony of doubt in the face of fear. Peter had, in one of his earliest encounters with the Savior, told Jesus to go away. “I am a sinful man,” he cried out to Jesus (Luke 5:8). But Jesus didn’t go away. He knew Peter’s heart. The exclamation was one of brokenness at the prospect of sitting in a boat with The Messiah. Isaiah felt the same way. “I am ruined!” he said upon seeing God’s glory. “I am a man of unclean lips” (Isa. 6:5).

Everyone knows God is out there, somewhere. Romans 1:19 tells us that what is “known about God is evident” among us all. C.S. Lewis, in The Problem of Pain says it’s the Numinous—that inner feeling that He is there. That real presence could be fearful to some, a dread. The sheep on that cliff had no idea the shepherd was coming. When he saw a shape up above, perhaps he was afraid momentarily. But the quiet tones of “God so loved the world” in our music today underscores the moment. An embrace is coming.

Prayer:
O God, sometimes I’m so far from you that I can’t find my way back. It’s dark, cold. The voice of the accuser is harsh, screaming in my ears. I feel helpless but whisper a prayer. And I hear your soft but firm footsteps. You come to me with a reminder that you never left. You were closer than my very breath. And when I cried to you, you not only heard but your arms encircled me. Thank you, my Savior, my Shepherd. Thank you for pursuing me. And open my eyes to the lost ones all around me who need someone to go find them as you did me, in rocky unseen places.
Amen

Dr. Michael A. Longinow
Chair, Department of Digital Journalism and Media
Adviser, Print Journalism; Adviser, The Chimes
Co-Adviser, Media Narrative Projects
Department of Digital Journalism and Media
School of Fine Arts and Communication
Biola University

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